Hello everyone,


Thank you to all the people who kindly answered my plea and helped me
to confirm (yeah, now I remembered that it was CONFIRM and not
CONFIRMATE... That day I just couldn't think straight... ^^U) the
rumor that my beloved one was married. I really hope that the fact
that any of us couldn't find any information on it actually means
something. :P  In fact, I've been crossing my fingers hoping for it to
be a lie. ^^  Obvously.

I'm sorry for the time that took me to come and reply. I've been sick
and in bed for over a week so I couldn't even come closer to the PC
and I didn't really feel like writing, even though I wanted to thank
you all for your nice words and help.

As for what Knight of The Rose said, I don't know. Maybe we should
have a private talk for you to realize to what extent Miki-sama IS my
very only reason to stay alive. He and my sister and mother. They,
alone. Nothing else, nothing more. I don't want to bore everyone on
this list saying things about my personal life or feelings or way of
seeing things, but trust me: the career I've chosen, I chose it
because of Shinichirou Miki (two of the three careers I've studied and
'tested', by the way); the things I like, I like them mostly because
they have Miki-sama in them or he likes them himself; the things I do,
I do them to try and get, someday, to Japan to see if, by chance, I
happen to be able to see him live; and almost all the sadness and
depression and deceptions there are in my life, have something to do
with Miki-sama. And there are other examples like that.

But, anyway... What I wanted to say is that I appreciate your words
and your support. I loved the mail you sent me and I felt much better
after reading it. In some things (like when you said I should stop
caring about that mf), you're absolutely right. ^^ Thank you for your
words and for your help regarding this matter.

And... Well. Thank you again, to all of you. It makes me feel better
to know that I can count on people to help me out of messes like the
ones I'm usually in. Thank you for bothering yourselves on my sake,
thank you for replying fast to my question, thank you in all the
meaning you can think of. I hope I can repay to you all the thing you
do to me. ^_^~

Now, I leave. I'm tired and I should be in bed yet. So... Take care,
eat cake and read you soon, I hope.







Your somewhat sad, depressed and still sick friend,
Andrea (a pathetical life form. Confirmed. :P)