Hello everyone...


I'm really desperated because I've read a rumor and I would like you
to help me confirm it. I really hope is not true!!!

I was surfing through Live Journal last night (Live Journal is a place
full of weblogs and online diaries - www.livejournal.com) and I ran
into an ex-friend's journal -
http://www.livejournal.com/users/nanami_hijiri -. She used to be one
of my best friends until, some months ago, we fought and we hadn't
talked since. I started reading what she had written because she loves
seiyuus and she knows a lot about them since she lives in Japan and
can go to events, watch anime directly in the Japanese TV and all
that. The first entry I read surprised me because I haven't been in
touch with her for months and, yet, she still complains and insults me
through her journal. When we fought, she wrote some things in both
English and Spanish to insult me and... Well. It's a long story. But
the thing is that now, in her last entry, she writes:

<<hehe i been read some..erm.. ljs mhaha so i found out there is some
person who thinks im stupid and i will not found her new ljs? HA! oh
yes im so stupid yeah i am so stupid and i been found ur lj new he?
secret.
corner to talk about me i really dont care that type of persons even
some persons who dreams are come to japan to met seiyuus? oh girl did
u notice he is married? haha only u dont know it rigth?>>

This is obviously referring to me. It's very similar to the things she
told me through MSN the night we fought and it's very similar to the
speech she used to gave me during the last days of our so-called
friendship. I'm sorry the writing is so bad but she thinks she can
write in English even though that's her way of writing in English. 

Anyway, the importan point is this:

<<who dreams are come to japan to met seiyuus? oh girl did u notice he
is married? haha only u dont know it rigth?>>

This is obviously refering to my love towards Miki Shinichirou and my
dream of going to Japan and meeting him. She used to help me get info
and songs regarding Miki-sama but, when she got decided to fight with
me, she told me that I was a stupid and boring dork, that I made her
sick with my fanatism for Miki-sama and she insulted me and my
feelings towards him as she pleased.   So this is obviously refering
to that. What I don't know if she wrote that he IS MARRIED just to bug
me or if she really has some information regarding that matter. I know
she knows I read her journal and, therefore, could it be possible for
her to write things just to bother me and make me feel like I'm
feeling now. She did it when we fought and she could be doing it now.
Besides, she posted, some days ago, some news about seiyuus that are
married but my beloved one wasn't there. I don't know if what she
posted is true or if what she says about my beloved Miki-sama is true
also. Since this really matters to me and it's crucial to my life (as
you know, Miki-sama is my reason to be alive and I NEED to know
something as important as if he is married or not), I hope you can
help me confirm or not this rumor. This is the only place I've ever
read something like this. I've tried searching in the web but I've
came up empty handed. And, since you have access to first hand
information (magazines, shows, webs in Japanese or who knows what
else), I would really appreciate if you could give me some peace
telling me if this is true or not.

I'm sorry to bother you all with this, people, really. I don't want to
end up boring you as I ended up boring this stupid girl (that accused
my fanatism to be the reason of the end of our "friendship") but I
don't have anybody else to ask. I really need to know this! Stupid as
it may seems, I haven't been able to sleep or to eat since last night
because of this and... Well. I just got to know it.

So... Please. If you can help me, you'll make me a big favor. Thank
you, in advance, for reading this and for caring enough forme to help
me out on this one. I really hope you'll reply me with some good news
but... Even if they aren't good news, it'll be better than this doubt.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.




Your worried and sad friend,
Andrea Clunes (loving Miki-sama more than ever and hoping he won't
really be married... T_T).