<speechless and crying...>


What can i say, Itsuki-chan?....


After reading this...

> There were other seiyuu's too, like Miki Shin'ichirou (girls, I had just
> half of minute to speak with him, and I was so surprised when he casually
> went in the room we're waiting for afu-reko, so I forgot all the words
> except 'Yoroshiku onegai itashimasu'  ^^;;;; )

the only thing i have in my mind is to run away from the world, hide in 
somewhere where anyone (except my beloved japanese man) could find me and cry 
until my tears don't fall from my eyes anymore... And that's, more or less 
what i have been doing since i read your last message. x_x~ How can be the 
world so... I don't know... So unbalanced? How can a people be SO LUCKY and 
happy and other be so unhappy at the same time and about the same facts??... 
I don't know. As a friend say, "life always find its way to suck"... I don't 
know. I don't know anything else anymore...... -_-U As i said, i only have a 
deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep sadness in my soul and tears in my eyes...
 

At leats, i hope you'll be able to tell us, detailly, how was your trip and 
that meeting with the love of my life (which, possibly, i will never meet 
personally... That's for sure... If i think in this seriously, i don't have 
any hope or chances to be in Tokyo in the next 6 or 7 years, at least... x_x 
Damn... _), Shin-inchirou Miki... Damn... Shin-inchirou Miki!!! 
T_____________T.... >_______<.... 
 

Anyway...  I should wish you luck with your disc and everything, but I don't 
think you may even need my best wishes or the little and almost inexistant 
amount of luck that i could give you... Don't you? Hehehehe... -_-U If i give 
you the less luck i know, possible the cd that my dear Sebastien-sama sent me 
with Miki-sama's autograph will be vanished when i came back to my house 
after my stupid classes... Hehehehe... x_x
 

I can't think in anything else... I will jump from the terrace of my building 
if i continue reading this and i guess i have cried long enogh from last 
night.... Happy or unhappy, i have to come back to my stupid, flat and bored 
real life and stop dreaming about impossibles and crying for someonelse's 
lucky life...
 

So... As a song says: "I wanna be somebody else!" ["Don't let me get me!" - 
Pink]... Stupid song... 
 

....


Bye....

Andrea Clunes (a.k.a. a stupid, depressed and frustrated *impossible* 
dreamer... u_uU <sigh...>)
 
Via del Mar - Goddamned Chile... U