I've read all the messages, but there's too much to reply to
separately.  To sum this up:

Thank you to everyone who supported me.  However, through this pain may
have been caused to Ruben.  So, I am asking that everyone stop flaming
him.

To those who were angered by me...I am truly sorry.  I saw points made
that I agree with-the #1 point being that this should not have come to
the ML nor should it stay here.

I have singlehandedly caused chaos, confusion, frustration and pain.  I
cannot even begin to tell everyone how sorry I am for this.

It is over.  I have no intention of posting about this again.  

I am still subbed, but I do not know if I will be posting for awhile.  Or
it could be tomorrow...I really don't know.

E-chan

"As I sit here and shed these tears
They are not for myself.
Not for my pain.
These tears are for you."  -Me, 4/30/97